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Excerpt of "Everything" by Chely Wright
When I'm flying high
Or slip and fall
Hey, that's what a best friend is for
There was a time we shared it all
But we don't do that anymore

What do I wish I could undo
What do I want to say to you
What did I lose when I gave you back your ring
What did I change by letting go
What do I think I miss the most

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Mar. 11th, 2007 @ 05:09 pm Celtic Goddess quiz
Current Music: Missing Years
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Which Irish Goddess Are You? (awesome pics)

You are Bebhinn, goddess of the underworld and daughter of its ruler. More specifically, the goddess of pleasure. You love to see others happy and enjoying themselves. According to myth, you are breathtakingly beautiful, with long golden hair. You yearn for equality but, at the same time, are neither ignorant nor self-absorbed. In addition to being very lovely, you are also very strong, independent, and sure of yourself. So much so that you got yourself killed when you refused a proposal. Your would-be husband (called "Hugh the Splendid) murdered you out of humiliation and resentment.
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Mar. 4th, 2007 @ 05:24 pm I'm going to hell
Heaven, Hell, or Canada?: HELL
How homicidal do I currently feel?: aggravatedI have a migraine
Current Music: none
The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Seventh Level of Hell!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:
Purgatory (Repenting Believers)Very Low
Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)High
Level 2 (Lustful)Moderate
Level 3 (Gluttonous)Low
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)Low
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)Low
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)High
Level 7 (Violent)High
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers)High
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous)Low

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Feb. 25th, 2007 @ 08:23 pm It's been hectic
Heaven, Hell, or Canada?: Purgatory
How homicidal do I currently feel?: sicksick
Current Music: Cowboys like us
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It's been a fairly weird month and there's still three more days. Hopefully, those three days won't be too bad. *knocks on wood*

The last I heard, my grandfather's better. But for my own well-being, I haven't gone out of my way to talk to that side.

My adopted mother is barely speaking to me, and I'm not certain if--as she reassures me--she's just busy or if she's starting to realize that I'm a completely different person than any of my relatives--on any side-- and that I didn't turn out completely as expected. I'm sorry I didn't turn into a socially adept athlete. I am, however, a smart young woman who's made it her goal *not* to peak in high school. I know my strengths and weaknesses, and why should anyone care about the fact that I'm sarcastic and far too realistic sometimes?

I need to actually try going to a shrink sometime soon, but I keep forgetting to call and schedule an appointment. I nearly lapsed into self-destructive tendencies again this month---that would have made two slips in six or seven months, the most I've had in three or four years.

And let's not forget that my ex-girlfriend announced that she was pregnant this month. We've all had the feeling for a while, but no confirmation. My sister just sighed and said, "Well, at least we know it can't be yours." Chalk one up to a) being celibate and b) being female myself.

And I can't get rid of this damned headache.
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Feb. 10th, 2007 @ 09:46 am (no subject)
Heaven, Hell, or Canada?: HELL
How homicidal do I currently feel?: worriedworried
Current Music: My sister popping a soda can
My grandfather had a heart attack on Thursday and quadruple bypass surgery. He's still in critical condition, and I'm concerned. Past concerned. Worried. Majorly.
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Feb. 7th, 2007 @ 03:18 pm Amusing. Not entirely true, but mostly.
Heaven, Hell, or Canada?: Hell
Current Music: Last Minstrel Show

You Know You're From Alaska When...

"Vacation" means driving to Chitna to dip net

You measure distance in hours.

Down south to you means Anchorage.

You know several people who have hit a moose.

Your school classes aren't cancelled because of cold.

Your school classes were canceled because of ice.

You think of the major four food groups as moose, caribou, beer, and squaw candy.

You think that moose season is a national holiday.

You know what a real sockeye is, and have a recipe for candy ones.

You know if another Alaskan is from the city or the village as soon as they open their mouth.

You can spell words like Chatanika, Ninilchik, and Tuntutuliak.

You've had cabin fever.

You own moose nugget ear rings.

Mosquito dope is a part of your daily attire.

You think the song Breaking Up is Hard to Do is about spring time.

Travel luggage consists of ice coolers (or fish boxes) wrapped with duct tape.

A seven course meal is a sixpack and a can of SPAM.

When you answer the phone and it's a wrong number, but you know the number of the person they were trying to call off the top of your head.

You have bigger tires on your plane than on your car.

Someone mentions "super cub" and you do not envision a tiny bear wearing blue tights and a red cap.

Your relatives/friends think you live too far away for them to come visit you, but keep asking you to come see them more often.

October is the month of your highest income.

The reason you don't own a poodle is because an eagle ate the last one.

Kids catch the bus in the dark and get off it in the dark.

You know why they named it Chicken, Alaska.

You know that road flares will start a nice bon fire.

You take the door off the outhouse to see the aurora.

Your idea of taking a load off is emptying the firewood out of the back of the truck.

You know a tail-dragger is an airplane, not a bad day at the office.

You know that a Spenard Divorce involves a .357 magnum, not a lawyer.

You like your neighbors.

You know at least one pot grower.

You put up with the pain of a toothache until the Permanent Fund Dividend checks come out in October.

You know going "outside" involves a whole lot more than opening a door and walking into the yard.

You know Bunny Boots aren't worn by bunnies or made out of bunnies.

You know the meaning of the word "baleen" and it has nothing to do with making hay into large cubes.

You take off your shirt and your arms are as pale as your legs all the way to your wrists.

You don't know anyone who doesn't own a 4-wheeler.

You've washed your car while there was still snow on the ground.

You know a honey bucket is really a bucket, but it's not really full of honey.

You know that the Rat Net is not a rodent catching device.

You learned to swim indoors.

Your bedroom windows are covered in aluminum foil.

Your monthly veterinarian bill is more than your own medical bill.

You know a "white out" has to do with winter conditions not correcting fluid for typos.

You think it's normal for a town to put all the businesses on one side of the road.

Your local golf course has "happy hour" between 1:00 and 2:00 am

The seat in your outhouse is lined with styrofoam so your butt won't freeze to it when you have to sit down for a certain amount of time.

You've had to set your alarm every three hours to go start you car and let it run for 20 minutes so hopefully it will start in the morning so you can go to work.

Instead of plugging in your freezer, you've just move it to the front porch!

You open your freezer to take out something for dinner, and are faced with many choices, Pink Salmon, Silver Salmon, Red Salmon, King Salmon, Smoked Salmon, or Halibut!

You can play road hockey on skates.

You see signs saying Do or do NOT _____ but you never see any law enforcement people.

You actually get these jokes and pass them on to other friends from Alaska.

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Feb. 6th, 2007 @ 04:26 pm (no subject)
Heaven, Hell, or Canada?: Hell. Definitely Hell
How homicidal do I currently feel?: crappycrappy
Current Music: No Noise, goddamnit. Keys pounding are making my head ache.
My head is screaming. I could have taken a stronger pain killer, but I was trying to go to a job interview. This particular one happens to urine test at the interview. I was not going with Vicoden in my system. Instead? Head still killing me and I ended up not going. *bitches*
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Jan. 6th, 2007 @ 04:33 pm That penguin movie
Heaven, Hell, or Canada?: Can Hell be this cold?
How homicidal do I currently feel?: contemplativecontemplative
Current Music: Tim McGraw by Taylor Swift
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Okay, so I'm not what you would call a movie person. I don't typically take kindly to being told to sit down, shut up, and focus without fidgeting. Yes, this behavior has continued past the age of three. Yes, I know it's bad, but I just can't get involved in something if I can't multitask. Even watching something on DVD may take an entire afternoon because I *will* do eight different things.

*shifts* I went to see the last Harry Potter movie twice. The first time, I told a mother to watch her kid more carefully and to teach him manners. She told me to fuck off and then told her kid that I was a meddlesome bitch. The second time, I accidentally kicked the woman in front of me...in the head...three times...*sheepish smile* We never did explain to my baby cousins why the woman in front of us was so upset.

I have now seen Happy Feet either two or three times. I think only two, but I'm not positive--I stop counting after I repeat a movie. Every. single. person. I've talked to has more or less said, "It's such a nice movie. It's a great children's movie!"...

Were these people watching the same movie I was?! There is mention of sexual acts --repeatedly, both oblique and nearly outright-- as well as more than one complex analysis of societal norms and behavioral patterns. I'd also like to point out that I have seen my coach's three year old focus on a movie without moving for three hours before. This movie? He paid more attention to the seats in front of us than to the movie. My six-year-old niece had a similar reaction. She liked the penguins but it bored her.

I loved the analysis, but it is boring on a superficial level. Gods, but I do love the societal analysis. It's a critique on "normal" relationships, nature vs. nurture, global warming, politics, pollution, overfishing, societal norms, and learned behavior. And it's so delicious...I should stop analyzing movies. I really should.

*pouts* But it's fun! More fun than being one of those stupid people who are on beta-waves while watching television. *sulks*
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Dec. 31st, 2006 @ 04:01 pm New Year
Heaven, Hell, or Canada?: Hell
Current Music: NCIS season 2
It's a new year, a new chance, blah, blah, blah. Fact is, a "year" is whatever the fuck you want. A year ago, I knew sort of where I'd be in 365 days. I knew that I would know where I was applying to college...I had no idea I'd know where I was going to college. The fact is, 365 days isn't that long.

You can create as many fucking resolutions as you want, but it only works if you want to change. That's the simple fact, and...

Anyway, have a good New Year's Eve. If you drink, drink responsibly.
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Dec. 24th, 2006 @ 11:52 am Quizes and cleaning
Heaven, Hell, or Canada?: Amidst the wonderful snow
How homicidal do I currently feel?: chipperchipper
Current Music: The Woman In My Life by Phil Vassar
In addition to these wonderful fortune things, I would like to say that I have finished one third of my cleaning.

Happy Holidays, everyone!
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Dec. 11th, 2006 @ 03:20 pm (no subject)
Heaven, Hell, or Canada?: Artic
Current Music: A Good man

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<td align="middle">Crackpot - INTJ
13% Extraversion, 86% Intuition, 80% Thinking, 66% Judging </td></tr>
<td>People hate you.

Paris Hilton hates Nicole Richie. Lex Luther hates Superman. Garfield hates Mondays.
But none these even rates against the insurmountable hate, people have for you.

I mean, you're pretty damn clever and you know it. You love to flaunt your potential. Heard the word "arrogant" lately? How about "jerk?" Or perhaps they only say that behind your back.

That's right. I know I can say this cause you're not going to cry. You're not exactly the most emotional person. You'd rather spend time with your theoretical questions and abstract theories than with other people.

Ever been kissed? Ever even been on a date? Trust me, your inflated ego is a complete turnoff with the opposite sex and I am telling you, you're not that great with relationships as it is. You're never going to be a dude or chick magnet, purely because you're more concerned with yourself than others. Meh. They all hate you already anyway.

How about this- "stubborn?" Hrm? Heard that lately? All those facts which don't fit your theories must just be wrong, right? I mean, really, the vast amounts of time you spend with your head in the clouds...you're just plain strange.


If you want to learn more about your personality type in a slightly less negative way, check out this.


The other personality types are as follows...

Loner - Introverted Sensing Feeling Perceiving
Pushover - Introverted Sensing Feeling Judging
Criminal - Introverted Sensing Thinking Perceiving
Borefest - Introverted Sensing Thinking Judging
Almost Perfect - Introverted iNtuitive Feeling Perceiving
Freak - Introverted iNtuitive Feeling Judging
Loser - Introverted iNtuitive Thinking Perceiving
Clown - Extraverted Sensing Feeling Perceiving
Sap - Extraverted Sensing Feeling Judging
Commander - Extraverted Sensing Thinking Perceiving
Do Gooder - Extraverted Sensing Thinking Judging
Scumbag - Extraverted iNtuitive Feeling Perceiving
Busybody - Extraverted iNtuitive Feeling Judging
Prick - Extraverted iNtuitive Thinking Perceiving
Dictator - Extraverted iNtuitive Thinking Judging

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My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:

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You scored higher than 99% on Extraversion

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You scored higher than 99% on Intuition

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You scored higher than 99% on Thinking

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You scored higher than 99% on Judging
Link: The Brutally Honest Personality Test written by UltimateMaster on OkCupid, home of the The Dating Persona Test

I took this three times...apparently, this is what my results will always be...Oh, well. I do have to say that I don't have an ego; I just hate stupid people. I don't tolerate stupidity. This will probably never change; most of my family is the same way.
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